Why is that "freecreditreport.com" song so damn catchy?

So I suck at keeping these things up. I really do. BUT I've been inspired. Got some invite from Verve Earth (check out the link on the side of my profile). So I think I'll check back from time to time. Been busy just working and going to school. J and I are in the midst of buying a house. Pretty exciting time.

What's the deal with music lately? I've been trying to immerse myself into the scene, and there's some HORRIBLE shit going down. For instance, Duffy. I caught this video yesterday. I seriously have not heard anything so terrible in quite a while. Katy Perry runs a close second. I'm so sick of the "I'm a female who's a emo/hipster/guitar player/wannabe". And rock isn't getting much better. Are we on a 90's revival? Stone Temple Pilots are getting back together. Presidents of the USA released a new album and are playing the Crawfish Festival. I'm so underwhelmed by what is being put out right now. I've found a few stand outs (Framing Hanley, Panic At The Disco). Hell, Saosin's awesome but their CD is almost 2 years old. Don't even get me started on rap. I'm so over that applebottom jeans boots with tha fur/superman that ho yooooooooooooooooooooou crank dat souja boy. I'm hoping things are going to change soon.

Anyone as over election crap as I am? I feel this is the longest season yet. I don't know. Part of me doesn't even want to vote this year. And that's unusual for me. I'm so apathetic about the whole thing. Hell, moving to an island in the middle of nowhere is getting to be pretty tempting.

My mom contacted me a couple weeks back. Just wanted to let me know her and my step dad are divorcing over money issues. I couldn't help but laugh at the situation. I honestly don't know why. Its a hard thing to go through. *shrug* I talked to her for a bit and was going to call her later that day....but I just did not feel like it. I don't want to go through all that crap again. Its easier to just step back. Stay away.

I've been thinking about children a lot lately. I know I've always been anti-children. Its going to be practically impossible for me to get pregnant in the first place. I guess its always been easier to just say I don't want to try than to put myself through the heartbreak. I refuse to try fertility drugs or in vitro (I don't want a litter. I'm not a fucking dog). J says we'll adopt. But its not that easy. I guess we'll see.

Apparently Harvey Weinstein is partnering with Jim Henson productions to make a live action "Fraggle Rock" movie. Um, anyone else see the possible train wreck of this? A lot of the remakes from my childhood have been less than stellar. Sure, Transformers was entertaining and all, but Michael Bay is not the best choice for directing. He was lucky on that one. I don't know. I guess Hollywood is getting like the music industry and running out of ideas. So they turn to the remake. Its pathetic.

And as always, videos. Please to enjoy.

Welcome.....to my world. Be afraid.

Greetings....



I feel rather "behind the times" since I am JUST now signing up for a blog. Yeah...I've posted on myspace. But its become a bore to me now. Like a child who has grown tired of her shiny new toy. I even tried Facebook......yet to be annoyed and bored. So here I am gracing the intraweb with my little touch of fabulousness. Ha.

A bit about me:

-I'm 28. Born and raised in Pensacola, FL. I've always seen life outside the Sunshine state for myself. 2 1/2 years ago I FINALLY did it. I moved away for the last time. Yeah..it took me a couple times to get it right. Its the best thing I could have ever done.

-I live here with my boyfriend....or whatever. I hate the term boyfriend cause it sounds so causal. It evokes images that we've only been together for a few months and gladly tolerate each other till something better comes along. And he's definitely not my fiance' (oh you'll get acquainted with that later on). Anyhow..we have a house in Murfreesboro. *for those not familiar with Tennessee, its just east of Nashville* We have a dog who is the poster child, er...dog...for crack. I think she has a perma stash somewhere in our house. She's 12 pounds of amped up energy...kind of like Nicole Ritchie.

-I am a sometime cosmetology student. Sometime, you ask? Well I've been one for not going to school. TOTALLY out of character for me. Unfortunately we've had some "changes" I've not been too keen on. "Why not switch schools?" Oh...if only life were that simple. Not only do I have to pay present school almost $8000 to release my hours, I'd have to pay new school another $17,000. I just don't have that kind of money. I honestly don't have any money. Ha ha.

-Said boyfriend/whatever (referred to as J from here on out) is in Iraq. Voluntarily. Don't get me started.

-I have a messed up family life. My mother and I don't speak. It used to cause me all sorts of problems, but thanks to supportive friends and medication, it doesn't bother me anymore. And that should bother me....but it doesn't.

-I'm an emotional train wreck. Its been the downfall of many relationships. I can't help it. One thing is for sure...you will ALWAYS know how you stand with me.

-I hate women but love them at the same time. I think females are some of the most beautiful creatures God himself created. I hate the fact that they are some of the most backstabbing, superficial, brutal, hypocritical, stupid hoors alive.

-I hate gossip. I despise it. I won't stand for it. But...I'm OBSESSED with celebrity gossip. I could not tell you why. I guess cause its people I don't know. Perez Hilton and TMZ are visited by me frequently throughout the day.

- I love pin ups...almost to the point of obsession. I think I was born in the wrong era. No, I'm not some stupid hipster... A lot of my older friends refer to my as an "old soul".

-I also love tattoos. I have six. Four were done in a six month period. I like to look at other people's ink as well. Not a big fan of the barbed wires, butterflies, and hearts. And you will NEVER see me with some guys initials on me..no matter how good he hit it.

-I love music..but can't play an instrument. I have a pretty wide music collection. I always enjoy adding new bands to my Ipod's rotation.

-I'm a nerd at heart. I like technology. I like research. I play video games. I'm also turned on by muscle cars. Something about horsepower...hearing an engine growl. Gets my panties moist.


Well...that's all I can think to tell you for now. Feel free to ask anything you wish. Remember to tip your bartender's and waitresses. Till next time....